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Thursday, October 9, 2008

Thursday



well today i feel absolutely lazy, i have done nothing but lay down and sleep this morning. Lazy lazy lazy. Oh well i am up now, i tried to watch The Love Guru this morning but i couldn't stay away for it so i turned it off. I watched Dan in Real Life the other night i loved it so funny. The love guru is another story so far not very funny. Will try again tonight to see if i am just moody and sleepy or something like that

weight 149.0
bfast: piece of butter toast that Geremiah didn't eat
snack: i smelled an apple that macy was eating and looked hard at a banana.
lunch: 4 oz chili
snack: 2 graham crackers and pb
supper: hb meat with just a little lettuce
snack: 2 graham crackers with pb


Be back soon man i am so mad right now but it is so not worth it, just ignore it and move on with my life. I will not let them two get me down, i just wish they would both grow up like yesterday. No i am not speaking of my kids either. Very proud of both of them they had all A's YAY YOU GO and with that i guess that means we are going to the football game tomorrow. Have i ever told you i loathe football? Well i do something about it just bothers me. Oh well suck it up i told them if they had A's we would go. So go we shall


Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Hump Day




  • welcome to hump day ppl half the week is over and the weekend is within touch. YAY I am not planning on doing a whole lot today for the fact that it has been raining and the news says it will rain more. The fact that the dogs can't be outside much today is not fun.

    weight: 151.4 Don't ASK
    bfast: 1 turkey breast slice with a piece of cheese
    snack: smidge of amish bread
    lunch: 1 tbsp pb
    snack: protein pudding cheesecake style
    supper: 1/2 bowl of hb salad got sick
    snack: 2 small graham cracker squares with pb
  • slice of cheese for bed


    Crap it is raining again and I have got to run get the dogs be back soon to update. Well it rained most of the morning and i dozed on the couch while watching tv. Hubby called wanted to go get bfast but i had already eaten and didn't go. So far so good on the bet although he told the kids if they told him if i slipped up he'd give them $5.00 a piece. CHEATER lol

Sunday, October 5, 2008

sunday morning

Let's just say today has not been my day darn sinuses and then... This is my kitchen counter after my protein EXPLODED all over the darn place.


well other than sleeping in i have done nothing today, got up and put the pups outside fixed me a shake, kept the kiddos for mom while she fixed a pie and supper at her house ie: stephen and jessica were gone to talladega for the races and the kids were with mom.

weight: 150.4 dunno really what the heck is going on
bfast: click protein
snack: none
lunch: 2 pieces of turkey meat and a slice of cheese with 3 pickles and mustard
snack: none
supper: 1/2 can of tuna fish with 1/2 tsp of mayo pickles, 1 egg, and lots of salt and pepper. 4 crackers
snack: click protein *which exploded across my kitchen* and 1 tbsp of peanut butter


I do believe i did good today food wise and i am thinking about weighing only on sundays tomorrow will tell me for sure what to do. UP i weigh only on sunday and DOWN then i continue to weigh daily

Saturday, October 4, 2008

saturday oh what fun

Slept in after falling asleep way to early last night i laid across the bed with my lovey dovey and woke up at 9am this mornin. WTH happened i dunno maybe it was because i was hurting so bad from supper thought i might need to go to the ER. On a better note we played monopoly here and now with the kids last night.

weight 148.6 yay me!!!!
bfast: 1 scrambled egg with sugar free strawberry jam
snack: click protein
lunch: 2 pieces of cheese
snack: 2 small pretzels
supper: 2 scrambled eggs with a piece of *thin steak* a couple of pickles lots of mustard
snack: click protein and 5 pretzels


I have stopped drinking with my meals hopefully my weight will come down. I drink with meals to maintain. *the package says philly cheese steak but i dunno i am curious about this meat really*

Friday, October 3, 2008

howdy

well i am up and about waiting on hubby to go get some bfast when he returns, been busy this week and i am ready for the weekend. 9 week test have been this past week and report cards come home on thursday. My son's class is going on a field trip next week and i don't like the fact that he will have to ride the bus but he is throwing a fit to go. Could someone explain how come any other day he would beg to stay home but on the day he has the chance he is like no way i can't miss this. Kids are so funny about stuff like this.


weight 151.0
snack: click protein
bfast: 1 scrambled egg with cheese and 1 piece of bacon
snack: a piece of cheese
lunch: snack pack of turkey and cheese 100 calories and 16 protein
supper: grilled pork chops, a salad with ranch, and pickles, and a couple of baked beans
snack: click protein and a piece of cheese

I told you my weight would be back up today. I paid for eating the grilled pork chops they feel like they are just sitting there and i have terrible gas. Did i mention i cut grass on a riding mower no less but still i rode that dang thang for 2 hrs. It has no power steering either so it was hard and i have blisters on my hands.

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Night time has come

Well i haven't been on the computer much today as it was not a good day. I went back to bed this morning after the kiddos left for school and stayed there until 11 am. Highly unusual for me since i started my new vitamins. Went to the porch for coffee and stayed until the kids came home watched stephen and them put the swing up for the kids in gg's back yard.

weight 150.6 yay me slight celebration
bfast: click protein
snack: tsp of peanut butter
lunch: 2 windmill cookies at GG's house
snack: about 10 pork skins la hot sauce style
supper: bbq chicken breast 1/2 of a small one and one corn on the cobb 1 biscuit
snack: click protein and 1 more biscuit with 1 tsp of peanut butter

today was not a good food day i bet my weight will be up tomorrow for the fact i did not eat enough prob.

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Hello out there

not much going on today trying to decide what to do for supper and if i even want to attempt to cook or just clean out the fridge. Getting ready to go pick up the kiddos from school, and i just want to say i feel accomplished for the fact that i resisted temptation and turned down brownies. YAY ME..... lol

bfast: 1 scrambled egg with cheese and two slices of bacon
snack: click protein drink
lunch: small pack of salted peanuts
snack: small peanuts again
supper: chicken salad with 3 crackers no dressing just mustard
snack: click protein and tsp of pbutter

i gotta go get the kids but i will update later on the food

Monday, September 29, 2008

Let's get this thing started

Hi just a daily journal on my life after weightloss surgery. Wow it has been almost 5 years and i really have to watch every single thing i put in my mouth. I struggle daily with my choices and i try sometimes unsuccessful to eat the right things but some days i don't believe i eat enough.


weight 152.2
bfast click protein
snack small bag of pnuts
lunch none just coffee
snack cottage cheese and 4 saltine crackers
supper turkey taco salad
snack click protein

maybe i will remember to come back and post the rest