trying really hard

I am on day two of getting back on track, wow it is hard. It seems that everyone around me is always eating junk. I am working really hard and have made up my mind that i would like to get down to 140 lbs. So work work work i shall. My mindless munching is what i have to work hard to stop and drinking with my meals is the other struggle i have. Now i just keep preaching to myself 30 min before and 30 min after, slowly but surely i will get back on track.

bfast:
1 extra large egg scrambled with a sprinkle of cheese
lunch:
4 slices of cheese the block kind


i will be back later

Long time no see

hello my friends i am here today b/c i am saddened by the recent story that Dane off biggest loser faked his marathon run. How could he lie like that? Alot of ppl really put their faith in those contestants and stand behind them rooting them on, and to lie come on.....

On a brighter note i got my hair cut off and new glasses to see you better with. I also got my man brows cut to cute little girly ones, photo to come soon i promise. no change really with my weight same ol same ol.

bfast:
rice crispies with 1% milk
lunch:
couple of animal crackers with pb2
supper:
ckn breast rotisserie style and little bit of mater
snack:
cottage cheese and vanilla yogurt

on a bad note i also ate a few peanut mms. sorry.....I will do better tomorrow

monday

well after 3 days of my weight staying at 148.6 today it is back up. But i also have company this week so it is most likely water weight. *crosses fingers* :0

weight 150.0
bfast protein shake
snack banana
lunch couple of chips
snack protein shake
supper
snack

blah blah blah blahhhhh

that is how i feel tonight. sorry i am in a piss and vinegar mood oh well

weight 148.8
bfast protein shake
snack small smidge of bread
lunch hubby's treat bacon and eggs :)
snack couple of animal cracks
oops sugar dropped had to eat pb crackers
supper meatballs and broccoli
snack some popcorn with the hubs


was cleaning the bird cages when the sugar started to spiral downward oh what fun that was. Thank God above the dogs were outside and not in.

so sue me i haven't posted in a few

been busy with real life, and last night i fell asleep too early. Woke up at 3:40am this morn with a bad dream i was being mauled by some kind of animal. But it was just the freaking animal planet bleeding into my dream. G was up and watching the tv, i told him to go his butt to bed so he could get up for school. He was still up around 5:30am when once again the tv bled into my new dream.

weight: who knows my sis was over
bfast protein shake
snack banana
lunch turkey salad
snack funyuns
supper meatballs and broccoli
snack sm bowl of corn flakes

manic monday

i use to love that song still do. lol

weight WTH is up 150 don't ask me
bfast protein shake
snack pb crackers
lunch saurkraupt and pepperoni made me have terrible pains
snack yogurt
supper ground turkey salad with lettuce, tomatoes, cheese, and taco sauce
snack couple of pieces of candy and some diet hot chocolate with cool whip

the lunch which i have eaten before made me some kind of doubled over in pain with gas. Ughh the stuff was very painful and well stinky for me. I had 3 protein shakes today.

sunday

today was a blah day i have been ill, and i don't mean a nice kinda ill either. I could have seriously hurt ppl's feelings.

weight 147.6
bfast protein shake
snack little bit of white popcorn
lunch protein shake
snack coffee
supper turkey meat, hot sauce, lettuce, tomatoes, and mushrooms. HEAVENLY GOOD lol
snack saurkraupt. oh it was devine lol